today's me very emotional....

Suddenly feels very sad… well actually not sad la, its kind of like, hmm.. yea, feel like crying… really feel like crying.. in the midst of work, I dono how I could suddenly think of on 30/6… I wanted to say many things on stage… I wanted to thank my best mate in southern college…

Last nite talked to karpeng n mingchu, both them sound so happy and excited wen heard of my good news…. Mingchu even said, finally they feel relieved.. its so touch u know, wen she said this, I feel very warm, n I think of hankim, kongfee, I wanted to give them a big big hug during my wedding, I wanted to tell them how thankful I am to have them beside me during those days…. Esp during ming’s case… gosh…. I really feel like crying now!

Having said this, I think of my bdo fren, I know they care for me also, but the way is not the same… they like to tease me, n always said the guy I chose is not correct, they make me feel tat I m stupid, one in the career, I know they are all very success accountant la, finance manager la, even FC, and they are earning more and more then me…. I know they are only joking, but to me, once and twice I ok, if u keep saying n behaving the same way for the third n forth time, I wont think it’s a joke anymore… no doubt they take k of me during those moments also, but …. Frankly I feel tat our relationship have gotten thinner…

It’s a relief tat I finally found the man who love me and care for me, very much, well sometimes he behave childish and he likes to spend… besides this, he is a good guy to marry with. Mingchu said although she met him only one or two times, she feels tat he very sayang me and he is a good husband :)