very full..

today eat telur bistik, very big dish leh, after eat i dah die die liao, so full man!
then jsut now they bought back satay... aiii... so i eat a few again, damn full now!!
satay kajang memang big n quite nice one eh, but no kambing today, only ayam n daging...
well i know its me who "wei sek" la, but hor, susah to say "no" to good food mah.... make me so full now, aiya...
regret...

damn her!

cant imagine i m actually in deep stress with tis AA leh! damn! i dreamt of her, chasing me for the insurance thing! bodoh!!!
n i shouted back at her leh in the dream, ahhaha... she ah, must talked back loud then only she heard.

very boring very sien ahhh....

feeling very boring leh.
work also drag drag drag not finish finish... no mood to do la...
today only thursday ahhh, wen wanna weekend lagi leh! just now stephenie came, said tat my new hair looks good but hor, need to go back to do treatment lagi, cos not tat straight, ahahhaa... i wil do tat! hope tis sat can go back la... then wen go hong kong can cantik cantik liao, eheheh..
yesterday stanley bring back someting very useful -- from his colleague, a good book for hong kong travel..cant wait liao... but no money stil o... lagi kurang 600 a mth, aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

last9 managed to leave early, he wanted to go to ikano again! so i take ktm la like last week. while waiting at the platform, i called to several frens la, like tsl, peiling n ft. tis ft ahh, i remembered i hav good time with her, she teman me during my dark moment wen separated with my first, she even bring me to the most expensive fortuneteller in CM leh! n we share a lot of our inner feeling... n i wil ask 4 her help sometimes in work.
but recently, (not tat recent anyway, i think abt 1 yr or 2 or?..) i felt tat i no longer tat itimate with her, one thing is of cos i have new frens like elun la, shiuehlih lah and my BDO ex-coll... but hor, i really feel tat she has changed a lot, she has changed to someone i no longer like.. so sad to say tat...
she wil always complain her salary very low la, (padahal she earns a lot!! at least 1k to 2k higher then me u know?!) n always say me if call her sure got thing need her help la (tis make me not ask her anymore, the last time i remember is one formula which simon solved for me at last) n, she always say i have nothing to do in office la, my work very senang very easy one la tis la tat la.... bla bla bla!
i really hate this!
she is not in my industries, she wont understd i need to key in the transaction one by one by manual, n we don hav system, we r doing all a/c in excel!!! she wil never know how tedious my work is, she just dont understd! last time wen talked to her i feel tat we can communicate n can share a lot of thing, but no longer now....
her tone got some sour sour, wanted to step on me most of the time, so now seldom cal her liao...
oh ya, wen she went to interv she wil tell me how good la the offer, n how she rejected them and equine counter offer to stay la...
well i htink me n her no longer in the same height to share la...
better remains as a normal fren is enough, if i keep thinking of our past relationship, i will feel heart-broken la...
anyway i have other frens who can share better then her now, ahhahaha... i really happy to have met elun n shiueh lih, we 3 are so alike, ahhahah... even got some diff but all can fit so well....
hope tat 3 of us can stay close forever n ever....

at last, i hav done all today.
go to anna n tell the whole story n got the memo signed.
i stil feel its unfair on me, its not my fault y shall i b penalised....
shit!
watever la, let it b

quite an upset day today -- but now dah ok liao la.. just now feel very down.
watever it is, it is not mine at first, (altho i strongly feel tat i deserve it n even more!) angry also la! ishks!!!!!
just tat i tot he wil b kind enough to let go the past...who knows...

aiii, m i too stupid to b honest?! shit!

naughty yellow

last9 after work, i take ktm to putra station n he wait me there, then we shoot to ikano... cos its wed n got new fishes arrived!
we managed to choose one gold ring maroon clown and one animony for the clowns and one more stone.
then back home, busy set up the aquarium, new placement with the stone, to stack it higher then let the animony stay there. yellow seems to be very happy withh his new home, he swam in n out up n down left n rite playing with the animony.... then the whole aquarium looks good also... we r happy also la..
mana tau, yellow seems unfriendly to the new fish... asyik bite n touch him. initially we tot he play with him only, but after dinner, i noticed tat hong hong's tail dah broke!! damn yellow! so wanted to net him to stay away, but he very clever also, run here run there, so make stanley angry liao... take very very long time to catch him n put him in a bowl first...
i tot stanley will just let him be there in a small bowl, i m very worry leh, altho he very naughty, chase tis fish bite tat fish n bully hte carol... but stil sayang him mah...
luckily after tat stanley put him back into the acquarium, only trap him wiht a net lah, to separate him from the rest...
see yellow very kesian also, cos the black dot asyik go play yellow's new house... n yellow can just stare only...
tis morning i saw yellow not moving, terkejut i, tot he die liao, luckily not, hehehe...
yellow ah yellow, who ask u so naughty leh, if u behave a bit ah then u can swim happily in ur new home lo...
see la, mayb punish him for one or 2 days first, kesian my hong hong...

today is my second day with my rebonding, ehehe..but i think today not so nice liao o.. aii
yesterday better abit, today macam dah kembong o....
oh ya, busy last9 so not update lagi.. i went rebonding on sat, with my sister. then hor, wen reach only i know tat its a malay leh --- if know earlier sure i don wan go there liao, ahahha (jahat rite me--discrimination ~~ no confi in them mah, hehe) but looks like okok also la
but hor, sunday morning wen woke up, saw my hair dah curl back, terkejut i! but today ok liao la, today i wait at 645 to wash my hair leh, so very sleepy o...

damn her! not appreciating us doing all those hard works for her but only knows complaint complaint n criticise!
AA called me abt 1145pm last nite, n start yelling at me, say we tis not done tat not done la, walau! teruknya! she knows only say tis not good say tat not enough, but ever she appreciate that both of us set aside our own things n do her things first!!! damn!
i was so geram last nite but i didnt shout back at her knowing she is sick, so let her b, i diam aja, after all her yelling then only explain to her, anyway,she keeps bla bla bla la...
make me not sleep well lastnite
n tis morning, she called again, say she had amended everyting n wil come into the office later. well, just let her b la.
it was a good exposure and good experience to prepare the tender, we learn along the way, but damn her, she should hav consider we are doing this for her, n its our first time, so should guide us instead of criticising us! her attitude ahhh~~ only one word - DAMN

forgot to mention abt yesterday's dinner ho.. actually very lao gao la, all bcos of my sister la, we planned to hav it on sunday nite, but she said she couldnt make it cos his dad wan to belanja them makan makan wo, n she wanted to hav it on sat, n wen she told me tat time, i already planned to visit my ED, zarif in the evening, so we argue argue lo, n guess wat, she even said "if u all wan to hav it on sunday then just go ahead, i not join" walau eh, how could she said those thing! geram i!
at last we wan to make it on monday nite la since they suppose not to open store also on monday, who knows..... dad went to petaling street at 4++, left mum alone in the shop! wen i called on ard 5++ 6, she said mimi say they take bus only 7 or 8, i immediately naik angin liao, damn! if take bus only at 7 or 8, we wil only take dinner at 9 or 10 liao lo! wat the xxxx!
then i cal tis cal tat, dad also donno la, make appointment at 730 in petaling street somemore, make me angrier! damn!
so the whole evening i cal tis and cal tat n shout here shout there, (well, wen think back i feel bad also la, me so bad temper.... )
luckily stanley volunteer to drove mum out, n they reach my office b4 6pm, so early ooo.. not finish the thing yet leh, so i dilly dally till 7++ baru left... poor stanley..
then go pick up dad at kotaraya then only we go timesquare.. then wait for jack, its abt 8++ only we start our dinner, luckily the food is good and the atmosphere turns good after everyone sitting down lo...
then the cake ceremony ... then balik, very late liao o....tired n very very full... with all cheesy smell...

can u imagine how many cheesecake i take since yesterday?? dida (my coll) bring her homemade blueberry cheesecake to office ~~~ yum yum.... n sharon also baked cheese tart (which i only tested today) and at nite, we celebrated dad's birthday at timesquare with a luxurious dinner and, a cheesecake again! this time was the new york cheesecake from secret recipe... walao eh, i must have gained more then 2kg liao la today bcos of all those cheeseeeeeeeeee...
yesterday was a rushig day, AA admitted to hospital on sunday, so hav to take over the tender submission lo... cham, for both exxon n petronas leh, my first time..
luckily exxon done mostly, so basically compiling and tidy up all the data.. n submitted liao today, ehehe...
juz tat, petronas very cham la, i also dono how or where to start at... n hav to send latest by friday leh, aiii...
so ahh... tis few days hav to stay late liao, but hor, dida already went back, left me alone doing the thing, well, hope tat can finish la, at least i have done the rate part... ehhehe
its a good learning also in fact...

friday friday!

y my post on yesterday still not shown here leh... or is it MIA liao???
very very tired last9, cos of the normal "gal's fren" thing la, tis time not tat pain but very tired lo, n sleepy... but it's the 3rd day liao today wo..
even now also sleepy
tat stanley ah, go to buy those things for his aquarium again leh last9, diam diam go, at nite baru tel me o, so daring!
n tis morning he only noticed i wear new blouse and new dress leh, geram i, the blouse i wear b4 liao leh, but he not noticed pulak!
boss not in today, ahhahaa, so can curi curi sikit, hehehehe

pray for my xiao hung..

so sad la tis morning... cos my "xiao hung" die liao... not even one week leh...
bring them back home only last sat, spent almost whole day there in ikano, choose a good house for them, the rock, the sand, the coral... and buy 2 big pack of water leh...
last nite just noticed it got white white dot on the body, n swim also like no energy, so heart pain ahhh...
then tis morning dah bye bye... so fast...
wanted to tell shiueh lih also la, she n "him" teman us buy leh tat day, then we susah susah push the troley to cross road but the security said troley cannot enter curve, so hav to wait him go drive to take us, tired day, but happy also... cos got 2 pretty fish fish leh, but now left one only... aiya, didnt even shoot photo of her ah....
sad sad...

tired day...weird leh, taken bath tis morning, normally will feel very fresh after bath but not today.
tomolo is our annual dinner.. n i m the committee member so ahhhh hav to b there b4 530 leh! so cham, then ho, last nite baru remembered i hav facial session tomolo noon leh, alamak! later after facial sure red red n lots of dot dot de la... aiiii looks like hav to skip again... die die la~~
now not so many pimples liao, but still itchy leh, n lesser skin scrap also, but stil very kasar oooo.. poor me...
too bad hav signed for the new session la, so stupid! wanted to stop using the product la! damn bad!make me not pretty liao!

o another, being the committee, hav to arrive early n can only go back very late ... :< i htink abt 12am gua...
n the theme is colour wor.... don hav n don plan to buy one...sien

i miss u ~~ elun

rushing to prepare paper for board meeting again this few days...
wondering wat happen to my dear fren elun leh, diam diam since tat day n never update her blog n not saw her online also...(but i was very busy also la tis few days, heheh...) hope she is fine la!!

wondering y the posting takes so long leh.... anyway, not i to control, just puzzle...
and wondering how my dear fren -- elun's test, haha.. she havent posted any yet... hope she pass la, then can go for the lasik liao...
yesterday morning i experienced another black out again! tis is the 3rd or 4th time i remembered liao.. guess its my constipation tat caused it la... but i think my will very strong la, i managed to claw up the stairs to tell him tat i m not ok, haha.. then i scared i pengsan liao then tell him the whole story, hahah, he not even understd wat i m talking abt, just busy rubbing the oil for me..
well, can see tat he really care for me la.. but hor, later wen go to pudu, we gaduh again, cos i not happy he spend so much money on the dvd mah.. sigh~~
n, i met skp kkl n lsg on fri nite --- rushing to puchong again, damn tired leh! i worked until 9pm leh, cos meemee last day, sigh~~ then rush there, talk sikit nonsense then back, aiii...
well, i keep quiet again....

still not tell them yet...

last nite, my ex ex colleague, came from jb, both of them... so we lim teh at puchong, we drove 25min there, then wait for them for another 25 min tau!! waste my time, so tired... n tis stanley bising bising la, cos he just bought his HTS, so eager to set it up n test... but i bising bising wan go limteh lo... so gaduh sikit ...
6 of us all together, then like split to 2 group, lsg keep asking ss abt kk trip lo, then her hubby half way dah chao, then 3 of us talk talk ourselves... aii so cham...
i planned to tell them abt my hong kong trip (know they will kill me....) but end up i remains silent.. cos they keep caci me tat i not joined them for kk trip liao... aiiii so i dare not tell liao lo...
so cham ahhh me..
then back home very tired liao, he continue setting up then i tried to sleep but hor, cannot... aiiii
so tired today!!!

sick sick sick ...

feeling so sick oooo... since morning...
head very very pain... then eye pain also...
n feeling cool...
aiiii.... tat is my symptoms la wenever near to period.... :<

ok, so today no need take half day liao....
cos he hav to work tomolo, so today sure cannot take flight liao....
but havent decided wan take sat noon flight or not... he is still thinking....
sigh sigh... yesterday dah make me holiday mood la!

bad news and good news and donno wat news liao...

yesterday boss called for meeting, saying that 19/6 got board meeting then i think n think n think, feel like got soemthing on... but couldnt recalled wats tat, then ah, wen back n told him, he said WE GO BACK KK LA TAT TIME!! oh my god! then i said i not back la if like tis cos i cannot excuse from the meeting... poor me...
and then, guess wat, i feel tat jesus really doing a big deal to help me, ahahha... airasia sms informed tat the flight at 1030pm had been cancelled! then wen they called today, i told them i couldnt make it at tat time, then they said i can make a change without charges,haahhaha!
then hor, me n him fast fast think la wat we can do, n decide tat instead of going back jun, which i couldnt make it on the 19/6, better off we go back tomolo n go to ah pok's wedding!! hurray!hahahha...
then i waited for my boss to come in n carefully ask his permission la... scared he not approved cos very last minute ma, who knows, he "ok" hahaha
then i quickly called him la, to tell the good news then i called airasia wanted to make the change, while waiting on the phone, suddenly he called, ask me to hold first....
rupanya he cannot make it tomolo pulak... cos his head wil go outstation n another coll is in brunei still, so lo, no choice, he cannot take leave at all!
then he very "fan" lo, thinkning either go back only on sat nooon, but keep asking me worth or not, cos so little time, he want me to take one more day leave leh! damn him, i said i don wan, i got many things to do in office, cannot leave like tat!
actually maria had planned to go see the api api wen we are back in 16/6 tat period, so he ah, wanted to go for both, watever la, n juz now say wil let me know b4 4pm , until now also no news! anyway, boss leave at 4pm leh today, ahhaha, so i ask him sign first liao... just wait n see la....