today's me very emotional....

Suddenly feels very sad… well actually not sad la, its kind of like, hmm.. yea, feel like crying… really feel like crying.. in the midst of work, I dono how I could suddenly think of on 30/6… I wanted to say many things on stage… I wanted to thank my best mate in southern college…

Last nite talked to karpeng n mingchu, both them sound so happy and excited wen heard of my good news…. Mingchu even said, finally they feel relieved.. its so touch u know, wen she said this, I feel very warm, n I think of hankim, kongfee, I wanted to give them a big big hug during my wedding, I wanted to tell them how thankful I am to have them beside me during those days…. Esp during ming’s case… gosh…. I really feel like crying now!

Having said this, I think of my bdo fren, I know they care for me also, but the way is not the same… they like to tease me, n always said the guy I chose is not correct, they make me feel tat I m stupid, one in the career, I know they are all very success accountant la, finance manager la, even FC, and they are earning more and more then me…. I know they are only joking, but to me, once and twice I ok, if u keep saying n behaving the same way for the third n forth time, I wont think it’s a joke anymore… no doubt they take k of me during those moments also, but …. Frankly I feel tat our relationship have gotten thinner…

It’s a relief tat I finally found the man who love me and care for me, very much, well sometimes he behave childish and he likes to spend… besides this, he is a good guy to marry with. Mingchu said although she met him only one or two times, she feels tat he very sayang me and he is a good husband :)

i m back i m back~~

hihi!! i m back! just now doing the new setting o... dono y but the blog say need to do so i do la...
testing only.. last nite elun said cannot post comment leh, let's try to see ok or not...

y after post image cannot write thing inside de?...

at last...

hahahaha, saw my cute cute doraemon??!! my very first photo unloaded to the blog, ehehhehe, congrats to teng teng ya..... thanks to elun lo, teach me to click the "mountain" at the side there. hahaha...

very bored oo today, got many things to do but lazy... stil feel very tired this few days leh....

last sat went to poppy with elun, joyce n beecheng.. long time din go such places... like donno how to dance liao, ahhaha... mayb i don like the place we "stand" gua... hehhee ... (excuses la... the reality is teng teng is old liao... sob sob...)

wondering if can do any animation here, then my doraemon can move move lo, ehehhehehe... so happy to see him here leh.. hehahahhaa

dono y, tis 2 days like quite relaxing... mayb got influenced by them la, the 2 besides me just back from raya long long holiday, so ah, they stil on raya mood leh... but aa dah starts do someting abt the counter... i m lazy to redo the rate liao...
yesterday go back home to dinner, long time not drink soup liao leh, ehehhee... but ate too full liao, hten i din bring laptop back last9, so got nothing to do at home, so i roll n roll on the floor, ahaha, stupid rite? hehehe... then i go sleep b4 11 leh, so early...

black shop

damn, kena tipu again!
last time was "sang ha mee" tis time is "kong nam mee"!!
angry la!!! last time the prawn stil consider very not bad, so $25 i stil feel okok la (altho very very expensive leh... never ate one plate of mee for so expensive b4!!) but tis time the kong nam mee got nothing special pun! only a few vege, 2 youyee sou, n one SMALL prawnn only nia! n want me $12!! gila punya orang!
wil not go there to eat anymore!

today quite relaxing, altho stiil many things to do.. but hor those long pending from azizan n rezal finally got liao, hehehe... so the rest is my part la.. aiii so many tings to do stil~~
initially plan to go jb n spore one, but tis elun ahh, fong fei kei ahh.. so tak jadi go spore lo... its 5 days off o, so nice if can go jb n spore...
dad n mum wan go back ipoh, mayb wil follow la.. but tis s, if go ipoh sure wan go penang one, haha..
see la, worst come to worst stay in kl, it wil b very smooth the road then, hahha, n kemas kemas rumah, watch dvd.. n kim wil come up kl on sunday, so bring him ard la...

going to jb last weekend, but, not a very good trip.. its only a short trip. i met cco in genting, then follow her went to her house then take a small nap and then wait for tsh to come, its abt 2pm tat we set off.
b4 go i already know wat i'm gonna faced.. just tat i feel really bad with their bad experience in kk, make me feel tat its all my fault for letting them going there alone, without us they got chop n chop n chop everywhere in kk!
so its not fault for them to angry me or don wan to hiu me, i can understd and i wil do the same if i m in their position..
feeling very sad for losing this friendship over tis matter, its all my fault for not informing them earlier! --- but its their attitude that caused me dare not tell them la.. sigh!!
its them who stay besides me during those time of losing ming, they keep me accompanied.. sad to see lsg langsung don wan to hiu me tat day, only a "hi"... n kkl also not talk much as b4. i know he invite me just for the sake of inviting me, i know he angry also...
pls tell me wat i can do to rectify tis situation, i really feel pity to lose the friendship bcos of tis... i treasure them very much geh leh...

see, tis morning i quite good mood after finishing most of the tasks, but hor, couldnt get in tis blog, haha.. now baru log in, got not much ting to write liao -- cos dah more work back...

KG

dono y i stil got feeling for tis KG.. juz now he msn me saying happy mooncake festival, wen i read it he already offine, then i feel my heart got someting there...
don like tis feeling, he is not a good one! i can stil remember the way he talked, the way i tot we r but end up he juz disappear like tat... i think i hate him a lot!!! but how come such tiny little triggling stil there?.. i don understd... nowaday wen i saw his name in my phone list, i wil feel sometin also, i like tis name b4, long time, back to school time tat time, i wishes my bf to be tis name, i almost forgot tis until i saw my little phone book during the packing packing...
no doubt he is soft spoken, i also wondering y he could do tis charm on me, i think i m really very easy to fall in love with the "voice"... he, same like s, we used to msn n sms n phone at nite, long long time at nite... n i m stupid enough to foot all the bill, (i m reallly very stupid rite?!--- cos tat time he don hav a permanent job, he always said he don hav $$... ) sigh~~ WAT A STUPID YT!
i have actually deleted his contact from my phone once, but somewhere tis yr, he suddenly called me up one morning, then we start to chat a little.. well i stil didnt save his no but hor, i kind of can recognise his no leh... n wen my 3230 got stolen, i used back tis T630, n his contact is in tis phone..

there r lot more better guy out there rite YT?! like DW, like Y....
a not good sign, once a while i wil actually imagine, how or wat could it be if i chose one of them instead of s now...

y every time wen i wanna write sometin on the blog but the blog wil b too slow, take ages to log in la, n sometime hang la.. till i no mood liao baru can log in, see, then i hav no mood to write liao la!
just now wanted to scream at s la, he ah, wanted to apply a phone line, wat for?! bodoh! waste money only! damn him... now i m looking at some personal loan package, wanted to clear some of his debt, but, does it worth it. so angry!
n yesterday i wrote someting very touching leh, but too bad, the connection very slow then we rush to go to the buka puasa, so not managed to finish writing lo...
my 2 lovely fishes died, sad sad...

oh yeah, now only my blog back to normal, ahahha... almost everyday i open to check whether it ok liao or not, now only i saw its ok, haha, hope tomolo n tomolo after wil b ok also la...
so many ting to write but got to go now, cos he is here already, aiya..
so continue tomolo la..

stupid lexmark

who ask her to buy the stupid lexmark last yr?! bodoh,.... now asyik complain ni la tat la... n wan i return back lagi ooo...
ask her go die laaaaa

boring sat

stil dono wat happen to my blog eh... it seems like my writing was posted on it but it doesnt appeared on the main page wo.. how come leh?...
its sat today, i m here in office... tidying my table la.. do some filing lo, cos really cannot tahan the pile of doc o...
but very sleepy now liao...

wat happen????? y all my writing after the 3230 case didnt shown in my blog leh???
i have written the incident after meeting her, n later write another short short one cos the previous one didnt shown in the blog after another day...
so sad didnt see any yet til now...
but hor, very happy to see elun's blog la, full of picture and drawing.. how to do tat leh.. hmmmm... i hav no talent la...
wait til got time to explore (donno wen la...) kesian....

damn, how come all my writing last nite disappear leh?? i write so many leh, then nothing come out pun,...
aiyo, hilang lagi meh... poor me :<
write on wat happen my meeting iwth that thief la... aiii

finally met today. she is in tudung, my god! not recognising her leh!
as predicted, she wan me to drop the charge. she dint sound sorry as usual, she juz informing tat she won admit n she wil proceed if we wan to. n she even said, wen in court later, its not only mencuri case, but also menghasut -- AA n RMA to hasut i to report. i said no, i wan to report also.
she even said the Insp told her tat it was AA who ask police not to release her n wanted her to lock up for 5 days! so she said her dad very angry, so wanted to take action against AA! her dad knows Dato wo.. so wil get rid of her from the co. memang siao ah she...
oh ya, she persuade me to drop cos my phone wil gonna sleep there for at least 2 yrs! hmmm... tis did bother me.. my poor 3230 ahhh...
she said wen in court later it wil not only b me n her, boss, AA n RMA wil b there also..
she tell abt the days in lockup, ayam busuk, telur busuk, ikan kecil n kering.. shower together la, no blanket to sleep la.. she said she good fren with those inside sampai berpeluk peluk wen she left..
i wil not drop in any case, juz tat, wen think of my poor 3230... sad la....
wen talking to her, my heart ah, asyik jump like crazy leh! n, sharon borrow me her mp4 for recording, but the environment was too noisy la, shit! else she lagi kena... meor said i can leave it on the table..y i so stupid ahhhh...

3230

okok, now i wanted to tell abt last week's story...
its 30/8, wed. NAK's last day. i was in a meeting with TNT, i heard my phone ring a few times, i think stanley called once, n mimi called 1 or twice.. i didnt come out to answer cos its in the midst of meeting mah (kan i very concentrate?hehe..) then after meeting, we step out of boss room, i go straight to my place to check for my phone, search here search there not saw leh.. tot i m charging it, so go down to find lo, but hor, no also!!!
so i dial the phone, dah off, so, i tell the office " my phone hilang" then all of us starts look here look there..
sharon told me NAK came to my place b4, n she spent some times here n she actually bend down -- saying she dropped her phone wo.
so i ask NAK into boss's room, ask her directly, if she takes it, just return it back to me, but, with a blank n innocent look, she said "no, i din take it". so i no choice la, altho i feel strongly she is the one who took it! so i go out to search for it la, here n tehre, n go down to pantry, go to reno area.. with sharon n danail.. but didnt saw anything pun!
so i dah give up la, i go back n sit at my place, then suddenly sharon shout, she found it! in the store room, beneath the cabinet. i was so excited leh, hahaha,,,,, but then AA ran to stop us, she told us they found it earlier, but they wanted to catch the thief, so they put it back n didnt let me know. n they wanted to use it as bait.. so i sat in the office whole afternoon, worrying my 3230 get lost again leh..
then at 5+, NAK come up to office again, i get her to finish the photostating, then hand over the key n cards etc,then she said she wanna left liao, she wan change cloth first, i m hoping tat she go n change in the washroom, but no, she entered the store room... i was so worried liao, so quickly tell RMA n AA, so we talk abt the strategies later..
once she stepped out, AA entered pretending wanna smoke, then she found its no longer there liao, so RMA quickly grasp her in n say we wanna search her stuff n body search also..
she calmly open n take out the thing in her backpac, found nothing, then RMA ask her to stand n take out things inside her pocket, she took out one motorola first, later, with a bit hasitate, took out another, n it was my 3230!
so they ran to report police, n left only me n her inside the room, she not even saying sorry, all she asking is 2 thing- dont lodge report n dont let zul know.
i said we have reported police earlier, so i dono how to stop it, she teach me somemore leh, say if i drop then they can do nothing.
then police bantuan pos came, walau, a bunch of them leh! 6 or 8 ppl!
then only i found my cute fatty hilang, ask her she said wen she took it's not there liao, then the police ask me to turn on the phone, eh, then the phone show "insert sim card". so i ask her, she stil, calmly said, wen she took it it dont have sim card, bodoh!!!
later baru she tells the police, she flush it! damn!
then there is a little discussion in office, wanna lodge police or not.. after discussion, n after talking to boss, we decided to proceed.
so we go to police station lo. as usual, we need to write the draft report first then the police type it into computer, damn slow they type leh, sebiji sebiji leh, take hours to finish!! then go upstair to wait hte inspector lagi.. damn slow also, he went to eat leh, walau!
but the inspector was quite good la, n very young still.. we told him the whole story, told him the trap we set also -- which we not enter into our report. n tell him abt the real reason boss set her.
after we finish, its almost 10++, since its merdeka eve, a lot of road block, meor is taking longer way back to office, turn here turn there, then later i follow RMA car till setiawangsa. wen i get to meet stanly is already 11.40 leh, then only we had our dinner, my god, it takes so long leh!! we left office at 6+, tot it will finish at most 2 hours, mana tau....
n i get a harmous merdeka day cos they dono my other phone no..
but hor, friday wen back to office, dah many calls! one even pretend to be the inspector! so i tertipu tau! benci betul! i don wan to go down. later, nana came up, she told me NAK family told her i wanna drop case wor, n even give me the inspector's no.
later we verify, it is the real no. but inspector told me her family told him i wanna drop. gila.
walau write so long... actually dah cut short a lot of the story lo..... hehehe
so sad u know, never tot she wil do this on me leh! i m the one who support her n back her up only in office, n yet she did tis to me!
i wil never drop the case. she called again last nite, wan to see me lastnite at my house, gila, i donwan. then she said today, wana pick me up then go somewhere wo, siao ah, i said donwan, but she said she don wan to come to office so i said then CM lo. but don feel like seeing her, wil tel her later wen she cal

haha, elun, i can finish the race leh, haha..
altho not getting no 1 or 2, not even first 100, ahhaa.. but at least managed to finish the race within one hour u know! i finish the 4.5km in 40min, haha.. but hor, only running for the first 10min la, the rest of the time is walking only, n hor, i felt down leh, the slope in front kl tower there la, so slope upward u know, so i use a bit of the uummph power to go up, but then la... suddenly lost balance, hahaa, so.. pok kai lo... hurt my hand n knee... :(
luckily dint bang my head, ehehhe...
but then can only walk slower liao.. n bahaman is always beside me, so good o... n then until the last corner, i m thinkng of speeding up, but hor, aii.. stil failed, let some ppl overtake us liao, aiii...
but now ah, whole body ache leh... n cannot sleep well last nite..poor me..

rat race day... can i run ah?...

many many things to update o!! but wait wait, slow slow ahh..
ok, today first, arrive office very early today, 8am leh, ahha... but hor, one more blur thing--- forgot to bring the pass card!!! aiyo... so blur... cos lo, today got rat race, so pack everything in a backpack, but then, forgotten the card is inside the small pocket of my handbag, aiii... tats why lo... no choice, have to use my ic to get one card for dayabumi, n hor, office one ah, cham sikit leh... see how la later...

n last week also big case happen leh.. my hp hilang!ok, continue the story later, hahaha, cos i m hungry now, need to go down buy something to eat lo...

oh ya, one more thing, at first ho, i m quite confidence tat i can run, altho slowly la, but hor, damn, now period leh, my back stil pain n cant stand long hour pun, how to run leh!! god! hope today can perform good la,pray for me bah... i must get to the end of the race leh.. but, 4.5km leh... jia you jia you u can do it yt!!